***meditating visualization exercise breakthrough***
He told me to close my eyes and reach inside to look for an answer to a question I am supposed to have some deep seeded need for an answer to... Instantly I hear a phrase, and I hear it loud and clear one time in my own playful voice. Yea, okay, I know, (I say to myself) I've been thinking about how to manifest a Trauma Recovery center and all the ways that I would build it. It felt like reassurance that I was on the right path. My quiet time was over quickly. I open my eyes and scribble the words down on paper, and continue to splash the water my feet are soaking in for my DIY pedicure, and pick the pliers up to finish crafting for the event I was supposed to attend in a few hours to showcase more of my crafting and marketing abilities. Multitasking isn't my favorite thing to do, but it is the only way sometimes, so I finished my project and dried my feet. Unknowingly, I tore the wrong page out of my notebook to sit my feet on to catch the glitter I was topping my toes with, as I fold the paper in half to funnel the glitter back into the the container, I see my magical phrase covered in glitter. How can I direct traffic to my message if I haven't started paving the way. So here I sit, writing my first blog for a website that has been sitting in a partial functional state for six months, instead of attending my event... An event I was already on borrowed energy for, and in a moment that felt like defeat and weakness, an unrelated panic attack, i realized that I am just scratching the surface of too many things rather than committing deeper to a few. I needed some direction. Upon reflection, I know that my message was deeper, I was still trying to control the mindset of my subconscious, I can't build the Trauma Recovery Center, if I don't start with my website. So... Here I sit, with a little smirk, feeling like, I took the universe's hint... and whatever I do... I know it needs plenty of glitter.
"IF YOU BUILD IT THEY WILL COME"
and an even bigger smile when I remembered the reference, IYKYK... YK?
A little closer to thriving, one breakthrough at a time.
Thank you for reading,
With Gratitude, Renee
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